My Written Lie

i am the sad pen
who won't be picked up again
but maybe then
every now and again
i will write a word or two
kiss the page inky blue
with a thought of you
a letter or two untrue

i am the mad pen
that falls again and again
without stop or end
white lines my only friends
dance and cross i's
dot t's and question why
until its time to say goodbye
my lullaby, my written lie