You can't hang yourself with tinsel (I tried)

You fell from the sky
In December
I fell for you
Snow angel with melted wing
White crystal innocence
To a child
It is difficult
To understand
I really wanted gifts
Not knowing
I needed your attention

Will their eyes
Reflect my sadness
Can we do better?
I know you tried...

You fell from the sky
In bright September
I fell for you
A broken building
Gray ash mixed with tears
To a child
It's quite difficult
To understand
Wanting gifts
How could we know
What they planned?

Now tiny heart
Burn with sadness
Will it get better?
I know you died...

from September Eleventh
to December Twenty-Fifth
Have we healed
Can we forgive?
We want to fly
On melted wings
We will try