meeting her on the forum he was all impressed
dropping more than his guard, she her dress
oh it was innocent at first then little
by little things started to seem more riddle
was it love or was it all fake and how
can this continue so far away but so now
part of his life and when they had a tiff
he would send a pm saying she was missed
desperately clicking because he could not
wait any longer to check his e-mail account
every time though she would quickly write back
and they continued to e-date till the fact
that he found out her love was not real
but it was too late he had already been reeled
then it became much worse of a bitter feud
when he finally found out she was a dude
The Bullet
Alone he looked to others having fun.
Never stopping until the mission was done.
It was just pretend of course for he had no friends.
So life was an adventure and every place a secret den.
One had opium and soldiers who never would heal quite right.
Others had people who were dying of fear but appear happy and alright.
There were even more who made you feel guilty but just wanted your gold.
And finally even those who just want you to do every single thing you were told.
No there were no friends to be made among such people whom he could not relate.
Until he realized he needed healing, felt guilty, and was rather quite afraid.
And was also listening to the wrong people who had no better example.
So like the running of the bulls he ran to not get trampled.
Before realizing he was the bull and made others run.
So little by little he gave up and got a loaded gun.
Placing it to his head he pulled...so typical.
Then he became the bullet...free of all.
Never stopping until the mission was done.
It was just pretend of course for he had no friends.
So life was an adventure and every place a secret den.
One had opium and soldiers who never would heal quite right.
Others had people who were dying of fear but appear happy and alright.
There were even more who made you feel guilty but just wanted your gold.
And finally even those who just want you to do every single thing you were told.
No there were no friends to be made among such people whom he could not relate.
Until he realized he needed healing, felt guilty, and was rather quite afraid.
And was also listening to the wrong people who had no better example.
So like the running of the bulls he ran to not get trampled.
Before realizing he was the bull and made others run.
So little by little he gave up and got a loaded gun.
Placing it to his head he pulled...so typical.
Then he became the bullet...free of all.
Kate
we have commanded our fate
like napoleon on green fields
i have obsessed over you kate
unlocking so many of your seals
you twist your mouth
and it makes me want to scream
when the birds have all flown south
you still fly over what was once green
there is more beauty and life
in just one feather from your wing
than all the stars of every night
and all the suns in all the worlds seen
and unseen
unbroken and innocent
these people could never master you
torment went through and helped reinvent
every good thing that made you come anew
then you cried and sang
laughed and lived like people tend to do
keeping everyone back with your hands
until within the dance you found the real you
somewhere in your secret garden
everything has started coming to life
you used to wonder when it would all begin
now my friend if that would be alright?
like napoleon on green fields
i have obsessed over you kate
unlocking so many of your seals
you twist your mouth
and it makes me want to scream
when the birds have all flown south
you still fly over what was once green
there is more beauty and life
in just one feather from your wing
than all the stars of every night
and all the suns in all the worlds seen
and unseen
unbroken and innocent
these people could never master you
torment went through and helped reinvent
every good thing that made you come anew
then you cried and sang
laughed and lived like people tend to do
keeping everyone back with your hands
until within the dance you found the real you
somewhere in your secret garden
everything has started coming to life
you used to wonder when it would all begin
now my friend if that would be alright?
Beautiful Things
We are the world in grey
on just another cloudy day.
With weary eyes turned to the sky
then away to something deep inside.
Everything will be OK.
Even sunshine is on its way
but there is still much to like
about rainy days when we stay inside.
Others dance in the rain
or on graves it's all the same.
We live and die but in between
is when happens such beautiful things.
Even if I was to go away
I shall always treasure these days.
Even when I become unseen
I'll keep this vision and dream.
on just another cloudy day.
With weary eyes turned to the sky
then away to something deep inside.
Everything will be OK.
Even sunshine is on its way
but there is still much to like
about rainy days when we stay inside.
Others dance in the rain
or on graves it's all the same.
We live and die but in between
is when happens such beautiful things.
Even if I was to go away
I shall always treasure these days.
Even when I become unseen
I'll keep this vision and dream.
Paying Back The Birds
i sang to the birds today
i was just happy that way
tonight i will sing to the lawn
and dance till the moon is gone
it will not matter how i sound
for nothing could ever be wrong
when we allow our souls to sing
so safe inside our unbroken ring
this is how things should be
all world's happiness inside of me
fullness of heart we shall pursue
and the only thing missing is you!
i was just happy that way
tonight i will sing to the lawn
and dance till the moon is gone
it will not matter how i sound
for nothing could ever be wrong
when we allow our souls to sing
so safe inside our unbroken ring
this is how things should be
all world's happiness inside of me
fullness of heart we shall pursue
and the only thing missing is you!
A Kind Of Love That Does Not Give But Takes
my heart is striped
they are really bars
nothing feels right
not even old scars
my eyes are black
they see nothing real
my system is hacked
i can no longer deal
my skin is white
stay away from the day
alone in the night
but somehow it's OK
my mind is trapped
by the same thought
i now feel attacked
nevermind i forgot
when heroes get hurt
i need you to rescue me
afraid you'll desert
i already gave up on me
because i can't connect
i'll make up situations
roll my eyes act upset
create more complications
then expect you to fix
everything that i broke
if you love me do this
even as you slowly choke
they are really bars
nothing feels right
not even old scars
my eyes are black
they see nothing real
my system is hacked
i can no longer deal
my skin is white
stay away from the day
alone in the night
but somehow it's OK
my mind is trapped
by the same thought
i now feel attacked
nevermind i forgot
when heroes get hurt
i need you to rescue me
afraid you'll desert
i already gave up on me
because i can't connect
i'll make up situations
roll my eyes act upset
create more complications
then expect you to fix
everything that i broke
if you love me do this
even as you slowly choke
White Light
rough stones cast my way
form the path i follow in life
this heart is only made of clay
shape it or break it you hold the knife
i'd rather have one true friend
than a thousand fake ones
will you stay till the very end?
i'll go first and drop our guns
when worlds form against us
i'll stand by and believe
and when all becomes stardust
our love will still bleed
beyond the stars we'll find a home
everything will be alright
you will never be alone
i bathe you in white light
form the path i follow in life
this heart is only made of clay
shape it or break it you hold the knife
i'd rather have one true friend
than a thousand fake ones
will you stay till the very end?
i'll go first and drop our guns
when worlds form against us
i'll stand by and believe
and when all becomes stardust
our love will still bleed
beyond the stars we'll find a home
everything will be alright
you will never be alone
i bathe you in white light
/wrist
i have never seen the sunshine
since such a long time ago
there's some things i haven't told you
but you will never know
it's possible to keep on loving
even if you are no longer there
but whatever
it's the end of the affair
within your eyes reflection
i saw your souls perfection
it brought tears to my eyes
to finally realize
i miss the cherry blossoms
and am jealous of the star's view
the love we have lost since
and they still shine down on you
i will die all anime like
X_x
x_X
X_o
i will die four thousand times
slash wrist
out comes heart-shaped-candy-lines
within your eyes reflection
i saw your souls perfection
it brought tears to my eyes
to finally realize
[quote]you can't go on fighting
it's only love after all[/quote]
since such a long time ago
there's some things i haven't told you
but you will never know
it's possible to keep on loving
even if you are no longer there
but whatever
it's the end of the affair
within your eyes reflection
i saw your souls perfection
it brought tears to my eyes
to finally realize
i miss the cherry blossoms
and am jealous of the star's view
the love we have lost since
and they still shine down on you
i will die all anime like
X_x
x_X
X_o
i will die four thousand times
slash wrist
out comes heart-shaped-candy-lines
within your eyes reflection
i saw your souls perfection
it brought tears to my eyes
to finally realize
[quote]you can't go on fighting
it's only love after all[/quote]
Princess Died
Jan Dark came to me by moonlight in flowing robes of white
with a fast fashion wearing Parisian cosmopolitan girl flavor
under starless skies traveling the thousand lands by candlelight
on a higher calling her blood rose lips recite this prayer
"those flames do not scare me my life is not what it used to be
so i am going to do everything that you did not expect from me
call me a witch and cut me off in traffic covering it up all
in the last day and hour my return will save a world from fall"
missed gazes by shallow eyes that always looked into distance
piercing arrows never flew truer from another finger or bow
huntress of the shadow and light reaching us by moonbeam
a day when every star falls worlds will be lit in her eternal glow
ancient bloodlines crafted a destiny of all of humanity's sorrow
a goddess born of the purest element mistaken for a heretic
a princess reborn destined to be our patron saint of loneliness
in a dying world which will come to life under her blessed caress
a heart like Artemis breaks times infinity every time we suffer
a torch song for all of humanity and those lost and broken lovers
drops of crimson and clear shatter every real and imagined fear
the moon forever near, will always understand, will always hear
the price offered a soul bartered she was willing a hundred fold
dying alone suffering bled cut black heart suffocate poison glue
to suffer through every life lived a tragedy in every story told
dying alone unable to love those most near and no one ever knew
with a fast fashion wearing Parisian cosmopolitan girl flavor
under starless skies traveling the thousand lands by candlelight
on a higher calling her blood rose lips recite this prayer
"those flames do not scare me my life is not what it used to be
so i am going to do everything that you did not expect from me
call me a witch and cut me off in traffic covering it up all
in the last day and hour my return will save a world from fall"
missed gazes by shallow eyes that always looked into distance
piercing arrows never flew truer from another finger or bow
huntress of the shadow and light reaching us by moonbeam
a day when every star falls worlds will be lit in her eternal glow
ancient bloodlines crafted a destiny of all of humanity's sorrow
a goddess born of the purest element mistaken for a heretic
a princess reborn destined to be our patron saint of loneliness
in a dying world which will come to life under her blessed caress
a heart like Artemis breaks times infinity every time we suffer
a torch song for all of humanity and those lost and broken lovers
drops of crimson and clear shatter every real and imagined fear
the moon forever near, will always understand, will always hear
the price offered a soul bartered she was willing a hundred fold
dying alone suffering bled cut black heart suffocate poison glue
to suffer through every life lived a tragedy in every story told
dying alone unable to love those most near and no one ever knew
Suicidal Romance FTW IWTD
when this feeling creeps up time and again
it is to you i turn to my friend
even if we can never truly know one another
we are the only ones who ever understood each other
this world might not have anything to offer us
but your friendship my lover is always more than enough
turning away my handprint remains on the glass
always looking out from within this window won't last
this madness is on its last leg and this war within
about to surrender but if we die together it's pure win
show me your cuts ill show you mine
we are just a little bit out of time
no matter how the story ends
i will rewrite it into happiness
control my own pain open me up like a letter
will we ever be able to get rid of it altogether?
you take me to the highest place surrounded by the world
and as we fall so fast in love the world becomes a blur
you have given me wings and now that i soar
it is for you that i have lived and will die for
turning away my handprint remains on the glass
always looking out from within this window won't last
this madness is on its last leg and this war within
about to surrender but if we die together it's pure win
show me your cuts ill show you mine
we are just a little bit out of time
no matter how the story ends
i will rewrite it into happiness
it is to you i turn to my friend
even if we can never truly know one another
we are the only ones who ever understood each other
this world might not have anything to offer us
but your friendship my lover is always more than enough
turning away my handprint remains on the glass
always looking out from within this window won't last
this madness is on its last leg and this war within
about to surrender but if we die together it's pure win
show me your cuts ill show you mine
we are just a little bit out of time
no matter how the story ends
i will rewrite it into happiness
control my own pain open me up like a letter
will we ever be able to get rid of it altogether?
you take me to the highest place surrounded by the world
and as we fall so fast in love the world becomes a blur
you have given me wings and now that i soar
it is for you that i have lived and will die for
turning away my handprint remains on the glass
always looking out from within this window won't last
this madness is on its last leg and this war within
about to surrender but if we die together it's pure win
show me your cuts ill show you mine
we are just a little bit out of time
no matter how the story ends
i will rewrite it into happiness
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