Dead ringer serenade

I ring the bell
Won't someone hear me?
You are up above
Me wondering if I'll see you again?
These walls are way too close
Much like they have always been
I want to wake up again
But already am
Trapped in this box
Just heartbeat and memories
There must be a storm
Happening now

You always believed I wasn't listening
When you used to say something
I was, in my mind just wondering
So many thoughts running through
Unsure which one or how to tell you
Now I'll repeat them all
Because crying is making it
Hard to breathe
Soon I'll be able to pass through
Wood and earth, wind and rain
Will those who talk to ghosts
Hear me when I call your name?