We walk up the ladder

there is always doubt
before a chosen death
a plan well rehearsed
take in deep breaths

stood here time before
the rope is rough
like the loneliness
just have to be tough

enough to jump now
let go of the world
bye i think i want
to change my mind

legs dangle it's OK
this same feeling
for all my life
i can finally relax

let go but to where?
then i saw the angels
fled one who cried
looked like my mother

demons in every shape
of every hurt of
all pain of my life
dancing the death

unable to let go
this same feeling
for all my afterlife
i'm hanging help!