A Kind Of Love That Does Not Give But Takes

my heart is striped
they are really bars
nothing feels right
not even old scars

my eyes are black
they see nothing real
my system is hacked
i can no longer deal

my skin is white
stay away from the day
alone in the night
but somehow it's OK

my mind is trapped
by the same thought
i now feel attacked
nevermind i forgot

when heroes get hurt
i need you to rescue me
afraid you'll desert
i already gave up on me

because i can't connect
i'll make up situations
roll my eyes act upset
create more complications

then expect you to fix
everything that i broke
if you love me do this
even as you slowly choke