Your Dying Wish

dear diary

this is all rather ordinary
boy meets girl she rocks his world
fast forward a few months later

it ended it would have eventually
boy moved way too fast she moved on past
so he decided he would just take her

when had this love become so necessary?
infecting my thoughts, i am so caught
between loving and hating so please make it stop

i want more than your body
i need your soul
i want more than consent
i need control

boy drowns in misery where he can't be seen
a killer in the background wearing a mask
in the final scene of a tragic scream queen

now she is tied up in my closet
oh god
i think i have finally lost it

you have seven seconds to marry me
before a bullet ends the romance
in the hereafter you will see

we were meant to be,
your dying wish